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1.
... back.   12&12 p.59, Step Five
Yet many of us still hung back.


2.
... back.   BB p.4, Bill's Story   Go to page 4 in the Big Book
As I drank, the old fierce determination to win came back.


3.
... back.   BB p.38, More About Alcoholism   Go to page 38 in the Big Book
But the day he comes out he races in front of a fire engine, which breaks his back.


4.
... back.   BB p.99, Working With Others   Go to page 99 in the Big Book
Let no alcoholic say he cannot recover unless he has his family back.


5.
... back again.   BB p.10, Bill's Story   Go to page 10 in the Big Book
That war-time day in old Winchester Cathedral came back again.

6.
Back again in their caves, alcoholics would ...   12&12 p.129, Tradition One
Back again in their caves, alcoholics would reproach us and say, "What a great thing A.A. might have been!"


7.
... back airing porch when winter days got ...   BB p.176, Doctor Bob's Nightmare   Go to page 176 in the Big Book
I used to put eight or twelve ounce bottles of alcohol in a fur lined glove and toss it onto the back airing porch when winter days got dark enough.

8.
... back and fished out a dime, which ...   12&12 p.163, Tradition Seven
Hastily, I dropped it back and fished out a dime, which clinked thinly as I dropped it in the hat.

9.
... back and forth over our careers, and ...   12&12 p.55, Step Five
If we have swept the searchlight of Step Four back and forth over our careers, and it has revealed in stark relief those experiences we'd rather not remember, if we have come to know how wrong thinking and action have hurt us and others, then the need to quit living by ourselves with those tormenting ghosts of yesterday gets more urgent than ever.

10.
... back and think.   12&12 p.91, Step Ten
When we are tempted by the bait, we should train ourselves to step back and think.


11.
... back, as my wife and I sought ...   BB p.6, Bill's Story   Go to page 6 in the Big Book
There were flights from city to country and back, as my wife and I sought escape.

12.
... back at them.   12&12 p.143, Tradition Three
With great sarcasm Ed came back at them.

13.
... back away from their individual responsibilities to ...   12&12 p.177, Tradition Ten
Nor does it mean that the members of Alcoholics Anonymous, now restored as citizens of the world, are going to back away from their individual responsibilities to act as they see the right upon issues of our time.

14.
... back debts; the third deck would house ...   12&12 p.147, Tradition Four
Beginning on the ground floor there would be a club; in the second story they would sober up drunks and hand them currency for their back debts; the third deck would house an educational project -- quite noncontroversial, of course.

15.
... back every time he tries to look ...   12&12 p.49, Step Four
Both his pride and his fear beat him back every time he tries to look within himself.


16.
... back for one reason or another.   BB p.99, Working With Others   Go to page 99 in the Big Book
In some cases the wife will never come back for one reason or another.


17.
... back for two more quarters and remain ...   BB p.174, Doctor Bob's Nightmare   Go to page 174 in the Big Book
I was, of course, soon on the carpet and the upshot was that I had to go back for two more quarters and remain absolutely dry, if I wished to graduate.


18.
... back from the gates of death.   BB xxvii(xxv), The Doctor's Opinion   Display entire Doctor's Opinion
They believe in themselves, and still more in the Power which pulls chronic alcoholics back from the gates of death.

19.
... back, I find that I took it ...   12&12 p.26, Step Two
Looking back, I find that I took it piecemeal myself.


20.
... back, I thought that I was safe.   BB p.177, Doctor Bob's Nightmare   Go to page 177 in the Big Book
When beer first came back, I thought that I was safe.


21.
... back in a little while hoping, always ...   BB p.105, To Wives   Go to page 105 in the Big Book
Our friends have counseled chucking the men and we have done so with finality, only to be back in a little while hoping, always hoping.


22.
... back in exhaustion after each futile effort ...   BB p.107, To Wives   Go to page 107 in the Big Book
As animals on a treadmill, we have patiently and wearily climbed, falling back in exhaustion after each futile effort to reach solid ground.


23.
... back in here again, we observe a ...   BB p.570(572), Appendix III, The Medical View on A.A.   Display entire Appendix III
Even among those who occasionally land back in here again, we observe a profound change in personality.

24.
... back in our own drinking histories, we ...   12&12 p.23, Step One
By going back in our own drinking histories, we could show that years before we realized it we were out of control, that our drinking even then was no mere habit, that it was indeed the beginning of a fatal progression.

25.
... back in the 1920's.   12&12 p.136, Tradition Two
Handing it to me, he continued, 'This shows the kind of money the hospital used to make back in the 1920's.


26.
... back in the hospital.   BB p.40, More About Alcoholism   Go to page 40 in the Big Book
One day we were told that he was back in the hospital.


27.
... back instantly!   BB p.123, The Family Afterward   Go to page 123 in the Big Book
Sometimes they demand that dad bring them back instantly!

28.
... back into his community in full citizenship, ...   12&12 p.110, Step Twelve
To watch the eyes of men and women open with wonder as they move from darkness into light, to see their lives quickly fill with new purpose and meaning, to see whole families reassembled, to see the alcoholic outcast received back into his community in full citizenship, and above all to watch these people awaken to the presence of a loving God in their lives -- these things are the substance of what we receive as we carry A.A.'s message to the next alcoholic.

29.
... back into the drink.   12&12 p.139, Tradition Three
Everybody was scared witless that something or somebody would capsize the boat and dump us all back into the drink.


30.
... back into the old habits which had ...   BB p.175, Doctor Bob's Nightmare   Go to page 175 in the Big Book
I drank with moderation at first, but it took me only a relatively short time to drift back into the old habits which had wound up so disastrously before.


31.
... back into the social life of this ...   BB p.102, Working With Others   Go to page 102 in the Big Book
Now you are getting back into the social life of this world.


32.
... back nevertheless.   BB p.40, More About Alcoholism   Go to page 40 in the Big Book
The story he told is most instructive, for here was a chap absolutely convinced he had to stop drinking, who had no excuse for drinking, who exhibited splendid judgment and determination in all his other concerns, yet was flat on his back nevertheless.

33.
... back nothing, only by being willing to ...   12&12 p.59, Step Five
Only by discussing ourselves, holding back nothing, only by being willing to take advice and accept direction could we set foot on the road to straight thinking, solid honesty, and genuine humility.

34.
... back nothing, your sense of relief will ...   12&12 p.62, Step Five
Provided you hold back nothing, your sense of relief will mount from minute to minute.

35.
... back of any other cause.   12&12 p.177, Tradition Ten
We conceive the survival and spread of Alcoholics Anonymous to be something of far greater importance than the weight we could collectively throw back of any other cause.


36.
Back of them is a world of ...   BB p.20, There Is A Solution   Go to page 20 in the Big Book
Back of them is a world of ignorance and misunderstanding.

37.
... back on Step Five.   12&12 p.56, Step Five
Few muddled attitudes have caused us more trouble than holding back on Step Five.

38.
... back over his life, he can readily ...   12&12 p.50, Step Four
Looking back over his life, he can readily get under way by consideration of questions such as these:


39.
... back steps where I could get it ...   BB p.176, Doctor Bob's Nightmare   Go to page 176 in the Big Book
My bootlegger had hidden alcohol at the back steps where I could get it at my convenience.

40.
... back the esteem of our friends and ...   12&12 p.92, Step Ten
Now that we're in A.A. and sober, and winning back the esteem of our friends and business associates, we find that we still need to exercise special vigilance.


41.
... back the next morning better than most ...   BB p.172, Doctor Bob's Nightmare   Go to page 172 in the Big Book
I seemed to be able to snap back the next morning better than most of my fellow drinkers, who were cursed (or perhaps blessed) with a great deal of morning-after nausea.


42.
... back there in some way, and I ...   BB p.175, Doctor Bob's Nightmare   Go to page 175 in the Big Book
Finally my father had to send a doctor out from my home town who managed to get me back there in some way, and I was in bed about two months before I could venture out of the house.


43.
... back, they think.   BB p.123, The Family Afterward   Go to page 123 in the Big Book
The good old days will soon be back, they think.


44.
... back through our lives.   BB p.65, How It Works   Go to page 65 in the Big Book
We went back through our lives.

45.
... back through our lives as far as ...   12&12 p.81, Step Eight
Then, as year by year we walk back through our lives as far as memory will reach, we shall be bound to construct a long list of people who have, to some extent or other, been affected.

46.
... back to Brooklyn on the subway, I ...   12&12 p.137, Tradition Two
Racing back to Brooklyn on the subway, I had a seeming flash of divine guidance.


47.
... back to drink, but I soon found ...   BB p.15, Bill's Story   Go to page 15 in the Big Book
This sometimes nearly drove me back to drink, but I soon found that when all other measures failed, work with another alcoholic would save the day.


48.
... back to husband number one.   BB p.110, To Wives   Go to page 110 in the Big Book
Let's now go back to husband number one.


49.
... back to it even if I could."   BB p.43, More About Alcoholism   Go to page 43 in the Big Book
I would not go back to it even if I could."

50.
... back to sit in the meeting place, ...   12&12 p.173, Tradition Nine
Groups have tried to expel members, but the banished have come back to sit in the meeting place, saying, "This is life for us; you can't keep us out."

51.
... back to that sunlit beach -- or to ...   12&12 p.100, Step Eleven
So let's get back to that sunlit beach -- or to the plains or to the mountains, if you prefer.


52.
... back to the bar.   BB p.4, Bill's Story   Go to page 4 in the Big Book
I went back to the bar.


53.
... back to the fraternity house because of ...   BB p.173, Doctor Bob's Nightmare   Go to page 173 in the Big Book
Many mornings I have gone to classes, and even though fully prepared, would turn and walk back to the fraternity house because of my jitters, not daring to enter the classroom for fear of making a scene should I be called on for recitation.


54.
... back to the list, for it held ...   BB p.66, How It Works   Go to page 66 in the Big Book
We turned back to the list, for it held the key to the future.


55.
... back to you from him.   BB p.118, To Wives   Go to page 118 in the Big Book
Show him these things in yourself and they will be reflected back to you from him.


56.
... back too soon.   BB p.100, Working With Others   Go to page 100 in the Big Book
We have seen others slip when the family came back too soon.


57.
... back, we feel we had gone on ...   BB p.34, More About Alcoholism   Go to page 34 in the Big Book
As we look back, we feel we had gone on drinking many years beyond the point where we could quit on our will power.


58.
... back, we realize that the things which ...   BB p.100, Working With Others   Go to page 100 in the Big Book
When we look back, we realize that the things which came to us when we put ourselves in God's hands were better than anything we could have planned.


Passages from the Big Book Alcoholics Anonymous and the Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions are reprinted with permission of A.A. World Services, Inc.  The A.A. Preamble, copyright © The A.A. Grapevine, Inc., is reprinted with permission.  Permission to reprint does not in any way imply affiliation with or endorsement by either Alcoholics Anonymous or The A.A. Grapevine, Inc.

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